no matter what

what did i want in life so much but didn’t get
that i couldn’t quite move past it
and made it my heaviest regret?

you.

every minute of every month,
in any shape or form,
whether i’m aware of it or not,
i never had you.

i don’t even know how to.

so having said that, are you just going to stand there?

will you ever make the first move?

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Plot twist: what if I wrote this about myself?