no matter what

what did i want in life so much but didn’t get
that i couldn’t quite move past it
and made it my heaviest regret?

you.

every minute of every month,
in any shape or form,
whether i’m aware of it or not,
i never had you.

i don’t even know how to.

so having said that, are you just going to stand there?

will you ever make the first move?


Plot twist: what if I wrote this about myself?

16 Comments

  1. wardah says:

    This poem on its own is already so heartbreakingly beautiful, but the plot twist brings it to a whole other level. Wow. Wow. Wow. Aarushi, I love your writing so much, hope you’re doing well and I can’t wait to read more from you, my friend. Much love πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ–€πŸ–€

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    1. Aarushi says:

      I’m cool, cool, cool. πŸ₯Ί thank you times hundred, wardah!! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, AND ARE YOU BACK

      i didn’t wanna jinx it, but I AM CURIOUS and I want ANSWERS!

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      1. wardah says:

        I will answer that soon, sorry for keeping you hanging lol πŸ˜…

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          1. wardah says:

            Well I’m gonna have a more detailed one haha, since I was still a little vague πŸ˜… but thank youu Aarushi, you’re amazing πŸ’•

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  2. Ace says:

    Wow Aarushi, talk about depth! 😝 This is stunningly beautiful and every time I read it, a new perspective came to mind; that’s the work of a brilliant writer!!! So vulnerable and rawly expressed too! Well done friend, keep shining βœ¨πŸ–€

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    1. Aarushi says:

      Thank you for your kind words Ace🌠🌠 I appreciate them a lotπŸ’›πŸ’› much love to you, pal

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Ace says:

        Awww of course, I mean every word πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ€—

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