i wanted you in all the shades they make these days
give you the patchwork quilt i made
tell you all the things that could’ve left you guessing
and thought that would’ve lead to some chemistry.
but the best way to make a fire is to leave the sparks be
even if it’s rainy.
i never understood that until i tried to fix you
when you weren’t even broken by me.
i wanted you so much, no wonder my life felt lacking
i needed you so much, no wonder i lost myself when it counted.
yeah, at this point it’s all confusing to me too. happy reading?
of pen & paints 